i still have a post stuck in my dashboard and yet to published because i'm not done with uploading the photos. i thought it would be better if my blog is more of photos rather than words. i'm never good enough for words like i have no fate with vocabularies.

i had mood for blogging and uploading of photos probably last week but definitely not now for photos.

i have a sequence of events that i wanted to share and i did mention them in my previous posts. apparently i'm only done with the korea one.

anyway, a quick update. i've been really busy with projects like again. it sucks to have sucky group mates. really. you just have to shoulder everything yourself and suck thumb move on. but anyway, i still have plenty of them to finish up. FML.

thank goodness i had two real awesome meetups last weekend. had late supper on friday with the pasir ris people and i ended up going home at 3.30am. went to timbre with them on saturday and only returned at 1.30am. i love meetups. it makes me miss the past. miss the nuyiep that didnt have so much to worry.

had many different talks/issues and meet up with different people. it really makes me wonder. so much that i have to admit that i'm rather pessimistic about almost everything. whether is it school, my future, love relations, friendship, everything feels worthless and empty. everything seems like there wasn't any purpose anymore.

life seems..dark.

probably because of the work stress that i'm currently having and many different issues that's happening, causing me to be a pessimist. or probably i'm ageing and i feel that i'm supposed to feel this way. perhaps i'm too mature for my age.

Perhaps.

anyway, i'm planning if i should change my blog host. kinda sick of blogger templates and how inconvenient it is to post and change skins. oh well.

as you can tell, this post is badly planned. ah. fuck it.

bye.