Few months down, probably 3-4 months, i'll be making choices of which path to take.

yet another turning point in my life.

yes, of course i have a couple of routes to go ahead but what lies ahead is still a mystery. with my current rock-bottom GPA ain't gonna bring me anywhere. i mean it by really, NO where. a freak-ass GPA of 2.2. Argh.

it's obvious enough that i have zero interest in the course i'm enrolled in right now. Diploma in Accountancy. yes, then again, you're like everyone else out there wondering why in the first place did i enroll myself in this course. i'm definitely not someone who can stick my ass long enough on the chair and marry my fingers to the keyboard and mouse.

first of all, I made this choice of studying Accountancy partly because my sis is in this as well and she seems to be able to survive. like all out there, we know that every single company needs and accountant and i'll definitely secure meals on my dining table without much to worry.

i had much interest in taking up Psychology but my results weren't good enough for this course and i wasn't sure enough that Psychology would be really something that i wanna do. what's more, i'll need to go far enough, probably further studies overseas and it would definitely bring a bomb to my family which isn't that well to do.

i had interest in Early Childhood as well. playing with kiddos, watching them grow into better individuals but i guess it would be too much for me to handle. Child is adorable. Children are devils. this isn't something that i can change. handling children would meant handling parents as well. i'm more than certain of how much i want to handle parents after tutoring for 5 years.

so as said, tutoring in a class or something along this line would really freak me out. giving small group tuition would be so time consuming and there are so many different factors to consider. i do love to teach but not in big groups. really. that's one of the reason why i wouldn't take that route to NIE, other than because of my poor GPA.

Initially, my plan was to pull through Poly and head out to the society and work. i would then secure good jobs or probably further study and obtain a degree or if i had the brains, CPA (certified public accountant). Then, with that extra allowance of cash, i would take up night classes for Psychology and see if i'm really interested in it. if yes, good. if no, at least i accountancy to fall back on.

Still at this point, contemplating what to do in the near future.

1. Continue with Private Uni for Accountancy? will be wasting the money when i know clearly that i have no interest in it. or should i force myself to work hard and pull through everything like what i told myself in the past and just go with the plan?

2. ignore all other studies and stuff since i have secure jobs out there. whether in LSSLM or NWW or BTF, i'll still get a decent paying job. not to the point of luxury but at least decent enough for my little life.

3. take up part time jobs and study Psychology

4. full time home tutoring with zero CPF contribution?

so what now? i'm still wondering.

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enough of school, i wanna introduce this very awesome movie to anyone out there.

You're the apple of my eye, 那些年，我們追過的女孩! must watch kay! i wanna watch it again! :D

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