it's not that i'm angry at you. i'm just... disappointed.
i'm not sure if disappointed is the right word for it. but yup. dejected. dejected's the word for it.
you didn't have second thoughts and you just answered, without giving me an explanation to it. i would gladly accepted it if you gave me an explanation to it and then rejected it. yes, you did give me an explanation thereafter. but it's the sequence of event that matters.
i'm great at wild thoughts. it made me feel like you just denied my skills. if you have doubts on my skills, why didn't you correct me when i'm doing it with you?
i would rather you gave me an explanation before giving me your answer.
really. it makes me feel useless. what's the point of picking up this skill?
i just feel condemned. i just feel like i'm trying too hard. too hard to the extend, i dont want to try anymore.
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