
Everyone has got their own path in their own little life.
and yes, i'm worn out. perhaps i am pushing myself way too hard. thinking that i will feel this strain everyday and that i will have to get used to it. thinking that once i get used to it, everything will be fine.
feeling the strain right now, i guess 这些日子,我太逞强了。i thought i was strong enough and i won't need much of a break. people around me told me to take leave and give myself a break. hangout with them and stuff. yet, all these while, i thought earning money was more important and that my work is important as well.
this "workaholic-thingy" is in me. i do have to admit that i'm a workaholic. and yes, i do have to admit as well. I'm sorry girls, for neglecting you guys all these while and spending so little time with you guys. I'm sorry for not playing my part as a good friend, not mentioning of being your best friend as well. I'm sorry people.
though i feel like giving myself a break and let myself rest so as to have the engery to move on towards the route that i've yet to step into. the little society in singapore, the polytechnics.
yes, i'm not going to quit yet and still trying very hard to hang in there. right now, i'm just waiting eagerly for this coming week to end and start with the CNY.
will not be working for one whole week so i'm gonna take a good break for myself.
anyway peeps! i feel so away from CO now. will be going back on coming saturday afternoon! hopefully i'm able to do up the stuffs that i promised tricia and yiting which is to bake stuffs for them sometime back then.
oh well.
will you be the one cheering me on and give me the energy to move on?
♥ 9:24 PM