i'm back blogging here once again.

people really do make me think alot. seriously, what has the world become? why are people constantly changing?

i just went to someone's blog. this person is someone whom i would look upon to for help and i know he will never leave you in the larch. someone i admire as an elder. what is going on with the people in this world? why isit that everyone's hurting each other like no one's business? what has the students all become? making their own teacher feel like giving up? seriously, what has this world become?

i don't know if this person whom i really respect and admire would come to this little blog to read but i just want to let you know, hang in there, we still have a long way to go. your prayers will come true and you know that you cannot breakdown before we, the students do. i know it's hard with this everchanging society to hang in there and manage all the stress. take good care of yourself and don't stress yourself too much yah? 加油吧！这个世界不会为我们而停止，所以我们必须好好加油了哦！



people, we don't have much time. 56days more to o level practicals and 69 more days before the start of the written paper. prelims is like 13 more days. buck up people! stop slacking.

to CO juniors, please attend your practices punctually and be more disciplined! i know i'm no longer anyone to preach on any of you. if you guys still want to maintain the GOLD WITH HONOURS standard, please buck up. it's never easy to maintain. please let the glory to continue on. don't let it die off. why isit that we need to have our teachers to chase after you for attendence? isit really in their job scope that they have to drag/beg/plead their students to attend their CCA when the attendence is not for the teachers but for each individual themselves? why are the teachers working harder than the students should? why should. in any case, the teachers and seniors have to keep dragging pupils to go for CO? please lah. wake up can?


i don't know why but i just want to make things clear for the people out there. i don't want to keep things so mysterious.

to this fellow that i said you are damn guai lan on 7th aug. well, i do mean it. seriously lar. what's the problem with you? ah fat ask me to teach them then obviously when they got mistakes, i will want to correct them right? it's my own style of teaching the juniors right? i know that i'm not good in playing the flute. but at least, i am able to identify their mistakes. yes, you are way much better than me in playing in the flute and i don't mind at all. i must admit that you are talented in music and it's something i cannot deny. but please lar. you are effing guai lan. nvm about the guai lan part. since you said you will teach the juniors, please do a good job and not teach them for a while and throw them aside after that. they are lack of practice so let them practise when they are around in co. you are a smart person. bring them out to practise when the teachers are talking in the room and not kaypo there. if you want to kaypo, at least tell them to go practise on their own. i may not be as smart as you are nor am i as devoted into flute as you are and i don't give any damn about it lah huh. seriously, get a life. i'm not the least apologetic for this.



for this person:
"anyway to somebody out there, i did hope u could still turn to me with your trouble yea? i got some words to tell you yea? be careful with the things in your surrounding ya, dun get hurt (:"
whether you are referring to me or not, i don't care i guess. i don't even bother to look at you last thursday because you have disappoint me too much. if i still pin any hopes on you, i guess i would have flare up at you last thursday when you came to CO and i guess at that point of time, i would have cried and run off. a few weeks ago, i was still thinking of baking cookies for your birthday and how i can pass them to you. but something happened and i'm totally shagged off by it. really very pissed. "i gave you my words" were what you said to me in our very last conversation. yet, again and again, i'm put down by your stupid promises. like other people who told me, promises are just bullshits one lar. i guess so, yeah. promises are just bullshits.



simple updates.
i'm more or less much awake now. more aware of my schedules and how much time i'm left with to catch up with those horrible chapters that i've wasted. have been spending money quite alot recently. seriously, i need to study outside on my own. that day at coffee bean studying alone was rather efficient. will be spending more time alone at starbucks or coffee bean from now on. it's seriously very costly when i'm studying there. spending at least $8 to $10 there studying is killing me! give me money anyone? i'm seriously willing to spend money and make myself study. macdonalds are too noisy for me.

things do still crop up once in a while but i'm telling myself to be more focused. i'm not going to let myself get caught in any problems. so if you are looking for trouble with me, please just go away and get a life lar huh?

i'm getting more and more straightforward in a sense and seriously, i guess that's just life. sometimes some people just needs to get the facts slapping right into their faces. some time ago, i had some bloody facts that are slapped right into the face. but it's okay.

shouldn't be blogging anytime soon lar. study like a nerd for 2 months won't make me a nerd for life and it's not going to make me regret cuz it's all worthwhile. give me more time please!

copping yourself up and not telling anyone anything doesn't help to make your life better. i'm glad to have those peeps right here beside me. loves.



OGURI SHUN! =)

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